Anyway, let's cut to the point.

The real reason I'm on these forums is to come clean, and just explain a couple of things to you guys.

Mainly you Tethys and Cirayne, you seem to be the ones most bitter about this.

First off, I'm going to apologize for the !@#$ that happened, and second I am going to state that I'm tired of taking the blame and having old friends like Cirayne talk !@%@ to me.

The decision to leave the guild was made by Valiz for the most part, I don't know whether he influenced Saralyn or he agreed or whatever, but because I was his friend, I followed him. And being way too nice, I decided to take all of the blame too. So that's when I started making up excuses like the greed thing, this isn't the truth though. I never cared about loot and always gave it to the less fortunate, and same with Ros too. I also need to clarify that Ros always wanted to just gquit because she feels like a burden to the guild, not being able to help out in raids all the time, but I didn't let her because I kept telling her that "it's okay, nobody minds".

So then the reason she DID get in the guild, you can ask Mazix, is because she was a resto specced druid/priest (you cannot do much other than heal 5mans and raid as healing spec) and whenever she has time she'd like to help out in raids and she doesen't need loot and is willing to take things nobody wants only.

So then when we merged, I was pretty happy about it. I wanted Mazix to lead raids again because there is simply nobody else that could even come close to Mazix in terms of raiding leadership. And I enjoyed the ambient sounds in vent, they made me laugh, sometimes they were pretty racist and weird sometimes but I put up with it.

But then, quickly after we merged, Valiz began to message me again. "I don't like anyone in this guild, why did we do this, I don't like raiding with these guys, I'm probably going to leave and PvP with the dinosaurs.. ect". Asking most of the members that merged with you guys, of course they don't like some of the stuff that happens in guild chat but, they were willing to put up with it. So I had tried to stop Valiz, I didn't want the thing to happen again, merges take time to get used to just like when I joined Enclave way back in my ranking up days.

He still gquit over night, and so then the same !@#$ happened. But now, I regret following him after having him ditch me to play Vanguard.

So, just wanted to explain myself, and say sorry to Mazix, Faytx, Tethy and Cirayne. Sorry for having this happen to your guild.

TLDR VERSION

The excuses I said were all lies so that you guys would blame me and not Valiz.

But I can't stand it anymore after he left to play Vanguard.

I still want to be friends with you, Cirayne.

Sorry.

I would say I'm more disapointed in the lack of respect then bitter over anything. Although it seems my comments where aimed at the wrong person, I can't really appoligze for it.

The problem with the internet is you have to take what people say at face value...or just flat out say they are lying, but that isn't invovled in this case. I know your a good guy Pwner, sometimes annoyingly full of yourself...but a good guy in the end. It sucks that you followed the wrong person in the end, and for that I am sorry for you.

Regardless of what people may think...I'm way to lazy to hold grudges. With the truth out, and I'll have to believe it due to the obivous lack of Valiz on the server...I'll just direct my "bitterness" toward a pally that has been in like every Alliance guild, sometimes more then once.

Anyways...it's too hard to be an asshole all the time. So I guess you can be lucky enough to call me a friend again...lol.

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Thanks Cirayne Very Happy

. And the whole full of myself thing, I know I do that, but I do it on purpose, I am selfless but just try to play the whole "rawr I'm Pwner" act to joke around.\

Do you still need that Eternium rod?

donate gold to jekl

Na, I had Yoonji get it from you for me. lol

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I didn't know you were such a big forum troll jekl

I so knew that! Something was strange when I knew Yoonji wasn't a enchanter.

damn it gaytx, didn't know you would find out

	Jekl wrote:
	damn it gaytx, didn't know you would find out

I'm asian, I would have found out no matter what

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speaking of trolls, get out of here gaytx

MY FORUMS BITCH!

its gayzix's forums...even though he sucks

ummmmmm.........................TEAM POLAND > than all of u

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